I am not going to be able sum up the last four years since my last post. Hell, I can't. But I find myself in a a space, with a new life and a new perspective. While the COVID-19 pandemic has affected so many of us, the changes my life have gone through have been surreal. Looking back on previous blog posts, I am in a whole different realm, if you will. I am a grandma to two beautiful boys. I earned my Master's degree in Disability Studies. I have two amazing adult daughters who continue to inspire me daily. I am divorced - something I never thought possible with the love my former wife and I shared. And we did love each other... don't let anyone tell you any differently. In June, I lost my job after almost nine years due to the pandemic. In fact, my whole department was demolished and we all were laid off. I found myself stripped down to the bone of my existence.
But over the last year and a half, I have discovered that life is about what you manifest. It is possible to rebuild when you have been shattered down to the naked nothingness of what you once knew. My beautiful soul has rediscovered beauty and light. Having this second blow just made me put into perspective that I have worth and maybe if I open up my full heart to the universe, it will guide me where I need to be, both spiritually and in my career.
I didn't feel right just abandoning this blog, even after such a lengthy period. There is so much work to be done and I will never give up the fight to stand up for what I believe in, and even more so for what is right in this world.
I will be creating a new blog soon. I don't know the content, but I know it will be worthwhile. Thank you, and on to the next journey.
L.
